Massacring Love with Humiliation
By Dr RazaHaider • Jan 24th, 2009 • Category: Misc • 24 CommentsIt looks so good to get a blunt, pin up! From you as if someone of my own kind has massacred me.
Let me tell you I missed you and your absence.
It was too good to read my name on the desk which if I perceive and fantasize, was written on the desk after crossing the magnificent thoughts of a lady who is too bold to be preserved as warrior.
It was so soothing and lively that you crossed my name for a moment in your premises of mind and move, so to word the same as address.
Why don’t I grant my self, in bondage, so to besiege my soul and thoughts, under your command as slave of the beauty and desire?
Please accept my gratitude as “thief of heart and mind” and be kind enough to grant clemency in favor, as someone only being authorized to kill.
So let me say today, that I miss you here, as resident, though you are never away as occupant of a dicing mind, of the one who is lost in infatuation with a lady, who could no more be with him, as lady of ultimate desire.
My dear you may kill me as it’s the only option left for me to tag your name with me, as my murderer.
My dear since you have decided to ruin me and my life under your modest prerogative, let me assure you the same prestige of love in retaliation.
Assure yourself, that you may find me in your mind and thoughts even if I may be the victim of your grace and honor.
And why not, I shall be awarded a step fall for admitting my desire in blunt expressible words, that shall fall under the reign of prerogative of grant as authority, punishable under the rule of law as love.
Though my fate was a known destiny but my admission of the same, was inevitability.
Why not love shall prevail? Why not, you be blamed for victimizing the desire and dishonoring the soul?
So what if you discard me, I am ready to be humiliated by you but at your cost only.
So you did! What was predicted?
Who is responsible? Am I the one who would be blamed for living in his mean life of fantasia?
Is it still a painful episode for one, who was the obsession of someone or perhaps an infatuation, but has nothing to award for loving her, and only disgrace.
Fine! What if, I am hanged for living in infatuation?
Dear I have lost the precision to lineate and feel pain, the day I was obsessed.
I have accepted you as relief to my agony.
I am ready to be declared in the word of your choice and pick.
Snatch and revert my fate of grant of heaven, in to the never ending relief as lucid soul, under the belief of goddess of love, as his only remedy.
Let me call my obsession as passion and passion as love, for a cupid, who was made to smash my mind and rest my sprit, in the never ending light, within darkness of passion as love.
Just say once that you don’t desire to be loved.
Say your arrogance is your stance that you award to everyone, for every such bit that puts you as insignia of gesture.
Say you malign soul for submitting their spirit to you as bondage.
Why? Why it is that love is weaker contestant as submission.
Why it is that disclosure is always the sibling of disgust.
Let god of love may act to mould your mood towards the charm of love.
May you feel the composition of the substance of love as lesson?
May you feel the residency of obsession and penalty for infatuation?
What if you don’t regard the indication that was submitted as means to console?
It is, was out of the blue, and placed as my craze, though I never opted. (Dr Raza)
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Doctor Pagal Hogaya!! HAHAHAHA!
Doc I always suspected that you had a loose screw. Now you have proved it beyond any shadow of doubt. Just take a tablet of 10 mg Ponstan and 2 tablets of 5 mg valium and go to sleep.
Tomorrow morning when you get up try to write few lines on any subject of your choice; say a very short essay on cow or a car or a tree. Post here whatever you write. I will then see what exactly is wrong with you and how should you be treated.
Don’t worry you will become alright if you followed my treatment.
Good night and sleep tight.
Paki-Talkie
Sir, you should not laugh at some one who has gone bonkers. You should try to help him to see himself as others see him.
Doc, how are you feeling this morning? Now let me see few lines essay that I asked you to write on a simple subject suggested by me.
@Das
Dear old fellow!
How many times do you want me to drag you and direct towards the road to sanity,
How many more times do you want me to restructure and groom you, so to be presented as something that may be accepted with the communal slogan of humanity?
Though my impulse to disregard and forfeit my desire, so to uplift your horizon is excelling
But my instinct to sense and sight is prohibiting debarring my thoughts
Say once that you don’t want to live any more, the way I suggest
Say once that your make has rigid sort that is beyond the theme of understanding
Admit the theme that molding would break, the tot of rigidness
Classify the reed that needs to be preserved, at his best and at the best of its presentation, within the cadre of benevolent, as specie that would never become the fate of this existing kind, as mankind. Regards
Kabir Das
your therapy seems to have failed…………. i dont see any improvement, rather it got even worse maybe its the reaction from the medicine you gave ………..please try something else……..remember we are counting on you…….
I guess a Badr Missile up his ass would be the perfect cure! HAHAHAHAHA!!!
@Paki Talkie
Okay! So you admit its power to blow ass .
Dear Dr. Razahaider,
You have such a beautiful way with words. I think you should channel it into something more positive and not waste your breath on someone who wouldn’t give a second thought to you. I have been in your situation before and can most strongly empathize with your ode to Miss so-and-so. Just remember: Why make someone your priority when you are only their option? As cliche as it sounds, I’m sure you’d be able to put your mind to better use than fantasies about someone who just isn’t worth it. InshAllah you will find a Rani worth swooning for (she may even exist now yet you don’t even know it!) and she will find meaning in your words and a love true and bright in your heart. Take care and Live the Life that Reflects your Soul! (No matter how much these Ulloos mock you because they are only jealous their brain capacity spans that of a teaspoon).
@Sara
What more can be put as word, but what has been made as reward
Your arrival and possession, is more than what has been and could be; a precious moment in life
Let me thank you for looking in a manner that is sufficient to lift my moral as life,
Let me thank you for defending and confiscating me within the domain of your cozy fins
Please accept my greet as lady of aspiration who would always be there for me to blemish with her sight and scent, any one daring to pop up as pin so to paste sin
Please accept my desire to have you on desk, always, since your arrival boost the temptation within the all time unloved heart and soul
Say it once that you will continue to rule the reign of my desire even if you don’t desire
Say it you will continue to groom me so to uplift my mood and mind
Let me say and thank you for your gesture that would always, and will be preserved in the souvenir of my special thoughts, as lady of the day and night that come with liveliness and leaves behind murkiness
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Regards
Pagal doctor ko pyar hogaya! LOL!!!!! HAHAHAHA! Jaldi sey Sara sey shaadi karlo aur 10-15 bacche paida karna….LeT needs more suicide bombers!
Raza says: “Please accept my desire to have you on desk” - LOL! So you like doing it on the desk!!! HAHAHA
Raza says: “Let me thank you for defending and confiscating me within the domain of your cozy fins” - LOL! hahahahahaha!!!! Man, stick to your urdu, you guys are already killing the westerners, no need to destroy their language too!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
@ Dr Razahaider on January 26th.
Doc, what do you exactly mean when you tell this lady with cozy fins:
” Please accept my desire to have you on desk, always.”
@ Sara on January 26th, 2009
Ma’am, you seem to have found out that old Doc has a beautiful way with words which others fail to see. Will you care to explain to us goons what did he mean when he expressed his desire to have you on the desk. And by the way whether you have you accepted his desire or not is a matter we may come to discuss later once we have understood Doc’s beautiful way with words.
‘Cozy fins’ what a way with words!!
YAK NA SHOOD DOU SHOOD
@ Arias on January 25th, 2009
Sir, I am still in the process of diagnosing Doc’s problem. The patient as you can see is not very cooperative. The treatment will start once the diagnosis has been made. For his complete treatment I may require your and Paki-Talkie assistance as well.
@ Paki-Talkie on January 25th, 2009
Are you implying that Doc is such a big ass hole that we will need nothing less than a missile ——–???
@bunch of Indians A** H****
Why people have impudence against love
Why audacity remains their favorite exhibition
Why feel and emotions have perception of infatuation
Why desire to malign and intent to malice abrogate behavior
It’s not you, but your essence that defines your passion as hatred
It’s the make of your genome that delineates your groom
Continue to define gestures of love with fencing of your cruel words
Continue to exhibit the tendency of your brutal ethics against the elegance of love
Continue to shape your words expressing the curve of your thinking and thought
Not much would be your fate not more would be your destiny
Continue to come again and again, so to smear the word of sin
Continue to blemish the arrogance of affection with the bid of your shameful life
We are enjoying the ISLAMOFACIST comedy of Dr Razahaider.
For a change I am finding a saner voice of Dr Raza, for a change he could find some words meant for something other than India bashing. Dr Raza, this life is beautiful and is too precious to be wasted on hatred and voilence. I wish entire Pakistan realises this !!!
@Akhtar
Akhtar you must understand my dear.
Hatred and love are antonyms
People are not born with prophesy or divination to award peace, love and rituals in lieu of gestures that are not synonymous.
Doc,
I an a firm believer in all kinds of freedoms like freedom of speech, expression, thought etc. I suddenly realized that I may be going against my ‘belief’ by overly criticizing your style of expression of your thoughts. Therefore, from now on I shall cease to criticize your style of writing even though I don’t like it. My advice to you was originally a friendly advice which was up to you to accept or not. I shouldn’t have come so hard on you to change your style of writing. I ask you for your fogiveness which I am sure you will not withhold despite all the acrimony which our arguments generated.
Please henceforth feel free to express yourself the way you like. I will not interfere in your business. However, I reserve my right to comment on your ideas, without any malice, if I do manage to understand them:-)
Take care and take it easy.
Regrds
Doc,
From your silemce ahoud I assume that you are not willing to accept my apology and forgive and forget my transgression ?? If so say it so!